What to write?

hhhhmmmm...what to write? what to write? i would write about my pet tarantula and how it's been acting weird, but than Lena will just comment about how mean and ugly he is...-.-...and i love Kiba. Or i could post about how close it is to spring break but than i might just drift into hopeless daydreaming about the coming days without school. I guess i could write about how i'm going to have to work a rediculous amount during break because all the other hosts have requested those days off....prolly going away to some far away beach...relaxing....while i'm stuck here working. NO...gotta stop writing about that...much too depressing...I could write about how I'm looking forward to a new episode of Survivor tonight! though that perhaps may not be a good idea either...after all, my favorite charachter was just voted off last week. Now who am i sposed to cheer for? hhmmmmI could write about Easter, but what's Easter if your stuck at home while the rest of your family is gathering and having an easter feast without you there? not much fun. Maybe i'll write about not having anything to write...after all, there is always something to write...even if it's about having nothing to write.... that is a starnge topic, though i spose it could be a good thing after all, if something drastic happened that would give me something to write about but it might be something bad....which is an interesting thing to consider...is it better to just cruise through life with small ups and downs never really feeling true heartache and pain, never really feeling wonder and joy or is the opposite better? taking the bad with the good? Loving with your whole heart...leaving yourself vunarable...feeling as if there is no greater joy, but than later regretting ever having met that person for the heartache it brings?Is happiness worth the price of tears?