Froggie friend!

When me and my family were coming home from dinner my dad spotted a grey tree frog on the sidewalk to our house.... i of course jumped out and brought him inside dispite my mom's dislike for wild animals in the house... i thought it would be an interesting iea to put him in Rex's cage for a lil while so Rex could have a friend... But i put him in the cage and rex was scared of him :( he wouldn't come out of his cove.... poor Rex, so Rex's friend was released back into the yard...away fomr where he could be stepped on.

Anniversary

on Wednesday it will be my parents 20th anniversary.. i can't even imagine being with someone that long and they are still so happy together. i only hope that i will find that happiness some day. that is a fear that i can understand, a fear of being a lone, but often times fears are what cause the thing your afraid of.

Why

I really wonder sometimes why people are afraid of things that pose NO threat at all... spiders i guess i could kinda understand.. i mean they do bite and some are venomous but why are some many people afraid of clowns? they're just people in make-up... not very scary, a little weird but not scary.. and there is actually a scientific name for fear of peanut butter getting stuck to the roof of your mouth.... it doesn't get much more ridiculous than than, how can you fear something if you realize the fear is totally irrational?

Karaoke

I don't know how i got into this but i'm somehow being forced to sing karaoke tonight...i hate speaking in front of peoepl or sing for that matter... i get so nervous that it makes the situation 10 times worse than it normally would be... how did i get into this!! and how can i get out!! if they do make me sing what would i sing!... i'm doomed...-.-

dreams

when i was little a always wanted a pony! ^_^ like every little girl i suppose but after i grew up i realized it would be kinda hard to keep a pony in the basement. now i have a more realistic dream of owning a pet... ever since i abandoned my dream of having a pony i wanted a husky puppy!! there so cute and make great pets and are so beautiful!! my parents say they shed too much and i can get one when i move out... i think it will be worth it!

One cricket

Did you know that only crickets with wings can made that high pitched screeching noise.. that's what the lady at the pet store told me when i was buying crickets...she scooped up a bunch and handed them to me and said there was only one cricket wing wings so if i fed him to kiaba today the rest of the crickets would be silent.....what do cricket wings looks like... cause lemme tell you i looked through all the crickets and none of them had wings!! and yet all night long...it reminds me that he's there....chirping all night long...-.-....

Gift

almost 8 months that me and Josh have been gogin out and i have NO idea what to get him for his birthday!! i'm freaking out! it's in less than a month and i have NO ideas!! why to guys have it so easy...flowers are ok, candy, jewlery, chocolate....but nooooo, we can't do that.... we have to think and use ours heads to think up the perfect gift... but what is it!!!!!! help....

Today

Today was a great day! not only did i have a sub in math..(no offence to my teacher casue she's great but it's a nice break) i got to help grade papers for all of 3rd hour and than all i did in 5th hour was finish my arachnophobia project...the only bad thing about today is scrambling to finish blogs and script..>.<

Rain

Why is it raining!!!! It was so nice last weekend, the sun was shining, it was over 80 degrees, ahh, it was gorgeous...and now it's raining!!! and raining !!! and raining!! with no end in sight!! i hate rain..-.-...can't even get from my car to the house without getting soaked....hate it... i can't wait fr summer...

project

somhow are talk show has become a stage show for people with psycological problems...we have a split personality...a person that thinks she can talk horses and a crazy video gamer with an alter ego from a video game... and the host id the craziest of them all!!! we all have serious issues..>.<

Root beer

is it that weird that i have never had a float? when my boyfriend asked if i wanted one i told him i had never had one before and he looked at me like i had suddenly started growing a third arm....<_<...>_>... i can't help it if im picky about the food i ate...and drink.. so later that nightr we made root beer floats...they were ok.. i suppose.

Microphone

If I had a microphone i would tell the world!!! that ONLY IN KENYA,WE HAVE LIONS!! because Helana has been saying that constantly for the past 3 days and it is stuck in my head and will not leave and is driving me crazy!!! gee....thanks Helana...

King and Queen

Yay!! King and Queen are back!! they are the ducks that return to our swimming pool everyspring. my dad doesn't really like they becasue they poo all over the pool...but their nice company..and Cookie (my dog) loves to chase them...^_^

King and Queen

Yay!! King and Queen are back!! they are the ducks that return to our swimming pool everyspring. my dad doesn't really like they becasue they poo all over the pool...but their nice company..and Cookie (my dog) loves to chase them...^_^

-.-

I'm gogin to attack Billy the next time i see him and make him regret ever having given World of Warcraft to my brother for his birthday. Now my brother is online 24/7 fighting zombies of whatever it is he's doing while im bored otta my min with nothing to do. How am i supposed to chat with my online friends if i can never can onto the compute!!

Creative writing project

OK, somebody please tell me how my group is supposed to complete and film a half hour show if the host of the show never shows up!!!! this is the third day that she hasn't been here and i don't know how were going to finish this film if she's never here.. and i don't she'll have the time to get together after school....WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO!!!!

Job

OMG!! im goign to quit i swear!! I have been 18 for over 2 months and i requested to become a sever way before that but the manager said we needed more hosts first. yeah ok that's understandable but after she hired 3 new hosts why is Morgan going thouhg her sever training and im still stuck hosting!!! i asked first!! i have been working there longer than her!! i turned 18 before her!!! -.-

Psych

i started a new project in my psychology class and me and my partner have chosen to research arachnophobia, and the best part...I get to bring in Kiaba!!! yeah!!! though hopefully nobody has a heart attack...after all 1/2 of woman and 1/4 of men suffer from arachnophobia.

Tigers!

Last weekend i got to go to my first tigers game. I'm not a huge tigers fan but it was better than i excpected. ad the food there was pretty tasty, though i think it made me sick later that day..-.-...but it was worth it!! too bad we lost...:(

creative writing goal.

Every writing test I remember taking I have done well on though I don’t think I deserve it. I’m lucky enough that I having good test taking skills that I can get a decent grade by writing about a specific topic without really writing a fantastic piece of writing. Although the score on the paper says it’s a good piece of writing I can never shake the feeling that I could have done better, added more detail, made it flow better, or improve on the central idea. In the next 6 weeks in creative writing I would like to be able to learn how to make my writing more complete, how to add more detail and to be able to create a story that flows together instead of sounding choppy. Sometime before the class ends I would love it if we could write a piece that had little or no restrictions and expectations so that the students can experiment with new writing techniques and have a chance to write purely about what interests them. I have a very over active imagination and when I read books about far off places that exist only on paper and in my mind I’m awed by the exceptional detail and ability of the writer to convey exactly what they want the reader to see. I want to improve my own writing in this way. I know I’m no famous author but to be able to improve my writing skills to be able to more accurately convey my thoughts onto paper would be an incredible goal to achieve.

What to write?

hhhhmmmm...what to write? what to write? i would write about my pet tarantula and how it's been acting weird, but than Lena will just comment about how mean and ugly he is...-.-...and i love Kiba. Or i could post about how close it is to spring break but than i might just drift into hopeless daydreaming about the coming days without school. I guess i could write about how i'm going to have to work a rediculous amount during break because all the other hosts have requested those days off....prolly going away to some far away beach...relaxing....while i'm stuck here working. NO...gotta stop writing about that...much too depressing...I could write about how I'm looking forward to a new episode of Survivor tonight! though that perhaps may not be a good idea either...after all, my favorite charachter was just voted off last week. Now who am i sposed to cheer for? hhmmmmI could write about Easter, but what's Easter if your stuck at home while the rest of your family is gathering and having an easter feast without you there? not much fun. Maybe i'll write about not having anything to write...after all, there is always something to write...even if it's about having nothing to write.... that is a starnge topic, though i spose it could be a good thing after all, if something drastic happened that would give me something to write about but it might be something bad....which is an interesting thing to consider...is it better to just cruise through life with small ups and downs never really feeling true heartache and pain, never really feeling wonder and joy or is the opposite better? taking the bad with the good? Loving with your whole heart...leaving yourself vunarable...feeling as if there is no greater joy, but than later regretting ever having met that person for the heartache it brings?Is happiness worth the price of tears?